FYI

"Yes, I'm scared. Yes, I'm jealous. I'm scared that you think she's pretty. I'm scared that you will find her more interesting. I'm scared that you will think she's so much better than me. I'm scared that you might leave me soon. And yes I'm jealous that she gets to see you. I'm jealous that you talked to her. I'm jealous that you had fun with her. I'm scared. I'm jealous. But that's only because you mean a lot to me."

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i love you
like holding ice in hand
'til it hurts
i love you like a deep bruise
like breath
like memory that goes on and on
before we even met
back when were dust
swirling
i love you
'til we're dust once again
swirling at the edge of something
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